Goodbye

If there’s one thing you have taught me
It’s that I was no good as your man.
Though I could write scores of poems about your beauty,
It’s something you could never understand.
I’ve always thought that girls like you didn’t exist
Yet, there was always this demand.
I could’ve sent you more flowers
Should’ve taken you to an orchestra or a band.
But now if I try take your hand,
You would move away and stand.

You never did understand
I think you’re impressive
It’s a thought of everyone
They just don’t express it.
You’re just so wonderful,
But you had to leave.

I could fill up all my blog
With all that thinking about you,
All the thinking I have thought.
I would repeat some of it,
But you’d only think I’m trying to get you off.
I could tell that you have talent,
and not with singing or reading a script.
Your thoughts and words are beautifully unique
When you talk I just swallow all of it.
I tried to be your man,
and I don’t think you were too scared to make that stand.

You never did understand
I think you’re amazing
It’s a thought they all want to say
But they’re all too lazy.
You’re just so wonderful,
But you must leave.

You must leave.

You were so different than the others,
But I feel like I was a waste of your time.
Though you poke me and you greet me,
I doubt that I’m ever really on your mind.
I tried to be your man
But you wouldn’t let me make that stand.

I hope one day you understand
That you’re impressive.
I think everyone alive
Should just express it.
And I hope
That one day you won’t have to leave.

I Miss The Little Things

Remember that time
In the backseat of my car
That’s still the only time
I’ve exposed to you my heart
I said I might be in love
You said that was a strong word
That it was too much
And we never talked about it again

We made out in the back
We forgot about what I asked
I kissed you goodnight
I thought you’d never turn me down again

I’m so sorry
But my tiny heart aches
I see your face
And I’m impulsed to run away
I wanted in
You wanted out
Why couldn’t we talk it out?

You told about your past
About how a guy made out with you on the bus
You told me about that boy from your teens
Whenever you talked about him
I got so jealous
You were so excited to meet
Up with him in a few weeks
That’s when I realized you had been in-love

I’m so sorry,
But my tiny heart aches.
I know I said we’d be friends
But I’m compelled to run away
I wanted in
You wanted out
Why couldn’t we talk it out?

Our relationship was a such a doozy
I met your friends
You watched my movies
We shared some tunes
We loved to play pool.
We would sit on your portch.
We would chit-chat,
And do little things, like that.

I miss the little things, like that.

I’m so sorry,
But my tiny heart aches.
I know I said we’d be friends
But I’m compelled to run away
I wanted in
You wanted out
Why couldn’t we just talk it out?